but with about 12 days, how could i.

pray, because even murmurings God will hear. In everything,  pray, trust God as said in proverbs 3:5-6

and i do not worry because it is all said in the word, and i believe in th word. in matthews 6.25-33!

and! the bible says, jeremiah 29:11!  ”for the plans i have for you are good, plans to prosper you and not to harm you..plans to give u a future…………”

and the fruit of the spirit are “peace love joy self control….” therefore it is already in me, waiting to be manifested as i feed upon the word of God.

jia you jing yiii and do ur besttt oh yeah bring it onnnnnn.

ps: im going to be a ks kid, for real. lol

HAPPY BIRHDAY YU JIA AND KAI XIN. my blog came a lil too late but i reallyy enjoyed myself too hahahaha and the cake iS REALLY NICE TOO!  cheers to our…7/8years of friendship this lovely cliquee! even after graduation, we make it a point to try to meet up and alll and haha this friendship is still going strong!

fyp has not ended yet. and it has another 2weeks to go!

comm skills presentationnnn on thursday,

and lastly, graduation show preparation show to begin i think very quickly.

This new year i’ve been eating non-stop…eat and eat. and eat…and e.a t. omgoshness… i wanna look niceee on graduation show when i showcase my work, so..i hope i can lose a good 8kg before graduation show. just a target nia, not sure if i can do it, but ill run from this week onwards, whenever i have the time to!

sometimes i wish i was rich, wish i had somepower, wish i had something, wish i was bold, brave enough and stand up for people, for the poor, for poverty, wish i was rich enough to give some to the needy, wish God would anoint me to bring his love to his people.

i care, i care about this world, everyone that is suffering inside, i wish i can sense and be with them.  i wish i can just do that all day long.

SIGH OK SCHOOL TOMORROW!

Still, thank God for everything. whatever it is, do my best and soak myself in his presence, so what if i got really good grades but loses my soul, getting all hype up, angsty, angry in the midst of doin?

currently im feeling really tired..perhaps because yesterday i slept like a log till 9am in the morning so i start feeling very tired now…

4 more days to end of fyp, really wanna just get over it right now. #main focus.

hahaha i think you’ve a got quite a good character huh.. but then, oh well

missing out so much but just gotta keep my focussed on p5 only, i have no time for other things, i dont even have enough time to sleep, man…this sucks..

30 days fuel is really good but i read quite slowly, take about 2 hrs a tka to read and get into my head the 12 chapters of new testament, but i like….

Im gonna start after i blog this and…it should be after fyp after i blog again, til thennn………my main focus is fyp liao. and helping bro mark to come up with the mission thingy

but im going to not go beyond 5 because i intend to stay back in school tmr to do my workkk (i think so)

Im excited for Morriee but I’ve no idea how i can console her, can only be a friend to b with her while she take her paperr. and so i decided to fast mrng to just pray for her to calm down and prepare her hearts. All’s done, so its now up to jesus and i belive God has good plans formorrie! ( for the plans i have for you to prosper you and not to harm you!)

After LIW class on casting out demons, im so passionate to go deeper into the word!

I know candy is going for missions…i know she will be going this year… but i will miss her so mch.. :/ I know she’s going out to bring te love of christ and get people saved into the kingdom of God but this is the first time i will nt be seeing her for a year….without my 2nd closest friend.. I will be alright, i know because hehe im going to grow while she’s away, we will grow tgt! <3 her aiya still early la huh God sure is expanding me too… first was one month w/o candy and i totally rely on God solely now its one year.. i believe there’re many moretocomeand God wanna bring me further..

WHOOP 10 DAYS FYP LETS GO!”

do your best and ill do the rest

i find rest in my God so i do not worry! =)

My plans dreams are not mine, it’s..GOD.

Not that i didnt sleep, just lesser and my eyes cannot take it already. My back ailment is coming back too and i have to take care of it cause doc did warn me there’ll be 85% chances of it happening agn. So now, i had better rest, from all the work im supposed to do and Im getting sick too, all the flu and slight headache, wow i guess my body really need a rest from 2.5weeks of consistently doing work, so right now, dear body lets go(we’ll have a good rest today and start again tomorrrroowwwww)

Didnt went for net, last min cancel everything and go out with mum, sigh i really have bad  time managment and sometimes i really hate it. I hate it that sometimes i want two and i want everything, yes i want to acc mum, i want to bring florence for net cause i dont want her to be alone..i dont want mum to be alone too..and i want to go net. see, because i have bad managment SIGH. and sometimes i have such bad judgement about time, really need to work on it and not just say say. I need to be firm about the time and i need to start saying NO more firmly and lesser social events so i can acc mum, bad timings, sigh im so affected by today. ughhhh so if i start saying no, dear friends, i did think about you all before i made the decision, and hear me out okayy! I NEED TO START MANAGING MY PRIORITIES RIGHT,jing yi you gotta have to do it!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY rei vaj, YOU’RE 20!

Im…nervous, and excited to see what would i be able to produce in this last 13days that i have,

Deep down i know jesus would always be in control, deep down i just have this peace within. =)

I’ve always remember your birthday, year after year i would just remember. You have this place in my heart dear friend, not love but just someone i would remember for the rest of my life and i’ve nevr forgotten you at all.

RETAIL THERAPY, i just need to window shop and im satisfied hahaha  

In my mind, im very stress but ijust feel very very at ease, some kind of peace in me! thank you jesus!

yay once i got the kit settled tmr (which is my plan), ill be able to focus on the rest liao!!!!!!!!!

imma gonna go for prayer tmr and thursday, wanna seek God first even in times like this, in all situations! hopefully saturday too, and i managed to fast today!!!! 9-5pm sure wasnt easy but i made it. it’s my first really prayer and fasting day where i pray and really fast! 2012 way to go! ( “GOD DID EXTRAORDINARY THING…”

so our current net now has:

(lemuel) the boss, abigail, davina, ye siang, lovell, morrie, boaz, me, ( if add florence and jing yi) we would have ten!!!!!!

wow, i love this net, i’ve been in khatib net been at abi’s house for cell group for almost 2 years, i really feel a sense of belonging and i feel i am really living for somthing, not lifeless, not aimlessly but there’s life when you come to know God.

I jsut feel a bit restless now after i did the packaging, needa improvise it..ill leave that to tomorrow, im gonna start on the digital side today and sleep by 4 ( to finish the love quotes and friendship booklet, as well as to finish at least half of the graphics for the paper. gonna do work one whole day tmr too, to finish up the packaging again and then head down to cousin’s place for countdown!

19DAYS TO SUBMISSION. I CONSTANTLY REMIND MYSELF TO WORK HARD, MY BEST FOR GOD. no matter what others say, i still work hard, just for God! ya im holy, i’m happy being holy because its worth being holy!

The sales are soooo tempting, so im banning myself from town. till i go buy cny clothes or i go buy materials for school work.